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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Hello folks. Miss me right. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Well.... been KINDA very busy. Yea?

:D

Well. I've got a really really good reason for not updating these time.

8am to 5pm of work = no computer/ no internet access you see.

And then for the following few hours i would be traveling back home/eating/ showering/ slacking

and then... sleeping.

=/

Lifeless. I know.

1 week record of going home straight everyday after work.

Well. For some reasons I wanna SAVE MONEY.

And then for another some... I'm waiting to see what's gonna happen.

and of course, ya i'm lazy and tired la.

=x

Looooooong weekends.

HELLO i only get them ONCE a month ok!

SHOO!

Gonna enjoy my weekends!

=D

you melted my heart ------------>
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Monday, October 12, 2009

Aiya. Nothing much i have to update too.

Catch me on FACBOOK la, darlings.

=x

lol.

I am as quiet like always.

you melted my heart ------------>
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Friday, October 2, 2009

Aiya. Damn it. I don't know when on earth will i learn.

Learn to speak up.

Learn to open up.

Learn not to be timid.

Learn to treasure.

Now. For a moment please... I need to do a reflection on myself.

you melted my heart ------------>
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Well well well.

How long has it been since i last blogged?

Woot. Ages.

:)

Been very VERY busy and very VERY tired. wahahaaha.

of course.... very VERY VERY lazy to do so.

=x

(i hear taitai scolding me from the other end of the world. lol.)

EMMMM....

I lost my inspirations to blog. =x

cham.

Oh. I'm going "play lantern" tomorrow at chinese garden. -.-"

I wonder what time will i end up getting home.

Oh my god. Neonatal heel pricks are so...... *omg* ouch.

:((

But then finally i get to see that prick.

Ok tell me how much I need to be aware of.

Now people tell me stuffs that are not true again.

-.-

But i don't care. And I don't want to.

you melted my heart ------------>
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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Things gets better when you tend to see them open.

See open.

Seeing open.

What's their expectation of me.

What's their impression of me.

What's their thought of me.

Wait a minute. Are they talking behind my back.

I still can't get over the thought of what they did to me.

yucks.

Disgusting.

Not I want to dislike black.

But black made me disliked them.

Ew. Black.

you melted my heart ------------>
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

I felt myself in such a miserable state since yesterday

One incident after another.

I hate this.

:(

The working society is so dark.

darkest of all.

I know i shouldn't feel so. Because i could just simply ignore. But it just irritates me. Very.

I've got dark chocolates.

But no green tea.

I need them now, to cheer myself up.

I want to know the truth. Even if it hurts.

They are in no position to insult me. But then i just feel like knowing that others do think of.

Hypocrites. People wearing layers of masks.

I will become one someday.

argh.

I hate this.

Somebody, please.

I need a shoulder.

Teach me how to differentiate the white and black and grey.

you melted my heart ------------>
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Sunday, September 6, 2009

I've just decided to jot down something before the week ends.

It's another sunday by the way. Exactly a week from my last post.

:D

Oh well Routine Lab is apparently very much better than coag. Much much better. At least i get to slack, chat, laugh, relax and practice smearing slides in the late noon. No such thing during my previous month lor.

Lunching at 12pm is damn bored. :(

But it's kinda relaxing. Nothing bothers you.

Yay I can take over Automation!

And I can SMEAR SLIDES!

:D :D :D

Greatest achinevement this week.

Sometimes i feel sooooo ... Perhaps it's time i talk more.

=/

Or maybe i will be like the last person on earth to get updated.

Oh dear. I need to control my speech.

Working world is dark. Yes it's dark. And i'm still figuring out where the switch lies.

you melted my heart ------------>
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Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sunday. Off at home is the best compared to anything else.

Used to hate sunday because of next day being monday. But now, treasuring it. :(

Like it've only got 48 full hours of rest and time of my own. =/

Well the other day there was this career path talk for the medical technologists.

hahahaa. Apparently they only take into account of the B.Sc.

Oh well. Where do we fall under?

Where do i go? How long can i stay? And then?

Hahaha. Well okay, even I couldn't answer them if they were posted to me.

Why does everybody seem so clear about their future, career and paths. =/

What about me? Well....

Okay it's end of August.

September is coming. Yay off to routine! No more coag stuffs.

But then, that also mean learning new things, from the bottom.

Okay shouldn't be THAT bad, i guess.

Some times I wonder how much do my friends know about me.

As in, me-me. Not the one with the mask.

I still wonder, how do people see me actually.

But then again, i don't really care, do i?

you melted my heart ------------>
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Saturday, August 29, 2009

Hahahaa. well well well.

Finally! A sat off for me! :D

Been out for almost 2 whole weeks. =x

Met up with DIANA yesterday for dinner! WHeee!!!

Miss THEM so much! :DD

Should reflect on my spendings.

tsk. Dinner buddies aren't always great.

you melted my heart ------------>
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Holy crap the screwed blogger of mine instantly ruined my mood to blog.

-.-

Bonding sessions are going well and increasing.

More and more funs.

But still that lai lai qu qu de 2 people.

People are weird.

Especially when you don't know them well enough or what you can't guess what they're thinking.

Need telepathy.

lol.

you melted my heart ------------>
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